Never Let U Go~

After that nite me n Bebe had quarrel… This song… By Janice tell it all…

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can’t seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark
all that I dream of now it seems so stark
Thou I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now
but give in~
If you gave me, one chance to tell you
how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me, one chance to tell you
how I was feeling
I would hold your hand
and look in your eyes
and you know I’ll never let you go

If you gave me, one chance to tell you
how I was feeling
I would hold your hand
and look in your eyes
and you know I’ll never let you go
hum……
The way, you left me on the train
I don’t know what to say
I remember everything that day
I can’t believe we never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Thou I told myself won’t hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now
but give in~
If you gave me, one chance to tell you
how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you
I won’t live my life without you

U Fail Me??? Not at all BEBE…

Such a nice warm Saturday n I am in office… Working and later Trainin my guys… I suppose to be Tanning at SENTOSA now or watching movie somewhere in Town…

Hmmm, this whole week is sort of a "Personal Time Week" Coz Bebe is on course till SUNDAY and everyday is till Midnite(-_-")… So I have to spend the week myself… Tried to stay at home but … No no… Will make me think more facing the 4 walls… So called up all my friends that I have been missin so much… Asking them out for dinner and movies and stuff… Hmmm, watching movie with Derek haha… Dinner with Huiyi and Peng Chye n ppl… Met up with Bro n Sista for Haircut then French toast and Neil for Dinner… Yesterdae after my Dragon Boat trainin, even managed to meet up with my PolyMates… Gosh… Miss them so much… Had Korean food for dinner… My week seem to be interesting ya and full of activities…

BUT… I am still missing someone… My Days are jus not complete… Hmmm… Guess I am jus so use to having Bebe by my side… So…

I Tried to meet up with Bebe 2 time after the course but didnt managed to … So Bebe felt bad… Come on… this few days, I also did some thinkin and sorted out some issue… Bebe DID NOT FAIL ME AT ALL… On the other hand, I will give Bebe all my support to do things that is BEST for both of us now… One day, one week or one month never meet, as long as we know we are both there for each other is enough liao… Wats there to feel bad abt… We need to spend time together we also have to have our own personal time… So I jus got to learn to be independent and everything will be fine… (",)/ Rite???

Hmmm, time to start trainin liao… See, life have to move on no matter wat… So I will spend my day Happy and nice… Tats the SAME OLD LIONEL since Young… HAPPY n CHEERFUL everyday, everytime…

\(.”)I am goin to start a new Chapter in life(”,)/

Hehehe… I am goin to start another New Chapter in my Lifebook… Over the next few months, I am goin to study again… Yeah!!! NAFA and my Jap class… So, in a week, I will study 3 days…  really excited and glad to be able to study again… Haha (=’:'=)/

Then now Office Hours will have a so called "SPORTs Fridae"… Every Friday will be exercisin and Sports activities day… My sport will be Dragon Boat !!! Haha can start Training liao\(.")/ Shiok~ The sun the sea n the beach… Tannin n arm breakin time … Arm breakin still happy… haha(-_-")>"""""""

Hmmm, then I will be Fitness trainer everyday for my guys… I am goin to train and torture them… Make sure they will pass their Fitness Test with flying colors… Yuppy… (’c')/ The most impt thingy is tat it help in my weight loss Plan… Becoz ppl are catchin up…=P

I have list out all the things I need to do and planned my time properly… Exercisin makes me Energentic and studyin makes me Happy as I am able to learn new things… I feel so much happier at work and I am goin to work realli hard…

Haha… I find myself climbing out of the sicky, moody and lousy period… So delighted and my tmr is like so interestin and dunno wat will happen!!! 

Exercise + Doin things u like + Love = Happy & Workin positive

Oh…Rainy Sunday Afternoon… c” )/

It’s raining outside… On a Sunday afternoon… Nothing to do… so it’s time to blog again…

Hmmm, LIFE is jus like a movie, a drama we see on TV… Those things tat happen inside the small tiny screen actualli happen everyday around us… For people living in a HDB flat, especially those living in the mid level… walk to ur Kitchen window and look opposite… Wow, those are different indiviual TV different channels for u to select. As every indiviual household is playing a different story… A story of their own… Be it HAPPy… Family having dinner together, chatting happily? A new born baby arrived in the family? Be it SAd… People crying as their lovely grandad or nanny jus passed away…? A lonely maid thinking abt her family back in her country by the window? Be it full of AnGeR… Family dispute, son chase father with chopper? Husband and Wife dispute? Tats LIFE…

Maybe becoz of my job, I am able to see lots of such happenin and I always reflected on all those seeing with my own life… Tats why I swear to myself, I wun let those "Bad" things occure in my own family and learnt all those "Good" things and culture and apply them to my family… I dun wan my life to be screw up and I wan to lead  a nice simple happy life, archieving the goal I have set. F.R.I.E.N.D.S Cafe…

So, now I am working really hard towards my goal and trying hard to be able to set up a litta family with my Bebe… Although I have little experience when it come to relationship, I dare to say that this is my first serious actual truth relationship and I think I have found the right one. SOOOooo now, I am Hoping and working hard to make sure those happenin and sad, angry stories wun occure in my life or shld i say OUR life… Haha (",)/

We still quarrel once in awhile… BUT after the major dispute we had, I have wake up my bloody idea and I wun let such things happen again… Sense of Security is there… Trust is there… Understanding X 2 is there… For a good and better LIFE… I am goin to work really hard, very hard…

Hehe… I am a Happy Man!

Aiyo… I am sitting here waiting for Bebe to call… Standard routine before we sleep… Hehe… <(’.')/

Hmmm, was away from work a few days… Lots of things happen over the weekend… Went oversea, everyone in my family fall sick, admitted to the hospital and stuff… Bad week sia (-_-)/

BUT… After everything… Hope the rest of the year everyone will stay fit healthy and happy =)

Hmmm, few week back my wisdom tooth was giving me lots of problem… Pain until I can’t sleep at night… Pain until I dun wan to work, dun wan to talk and dun wan to do anything… Ouch!!! But now Okie liao, the pain go away le… I know I shldnt drag and shld jus go extract them out… BUT my work schedule just dun allow me to take time off… I will go extract it once I manage to arrange the time alrite Bebe…(-o<)/

Hmmm, talking abt Bebe… I finally met up with my dearest Bebe after Bebe return from Taipei… Initally, scene of me running towards Bebe and have a big hug flashes thru my mind(Drama rite) haha… but it didnt happen… Instead, my mood sway and went moody… showing Bebe a black face(o.o)? What Happen??? After I went home and think abt it, its becoz I miss Bebe too much, very much and still haven get over with the I miss Bebe stage… The following day, everything was back to normal… Running and giggling happily just like the usual Lion Boi… =) Yeah my Bebe is back!!!

So today… the usual routine, work, went to gym then met up for dinner and went home, both of us will go shower, settle down, talk to pa, hop into bed then call each other… Haha…

Ring~ Ring~ Bebe call liao… (Chato for 10mins)

Whahaha, I was laughing and giggling and smilin becoz Bebe voice so sweet and jus like Camomile Tea… My Sleepin Aid… AND I booked Bebe’s WHOLE Weekend SLOT liao! Whahahaha… After missin u for so long… Its time we spent a really nice weekend together k… I make sure is nice weekend, no mood sway and no temper nor black face… Jus happy us… Happy Weekend alrite =]

After the dispute we had, I think it does strengthen our relationship and make me do more thinking, treasure each other more as I really experience how bad the impact will be if we quarrel…It really hurts to see ur love one cry and tear in front of u… The feelin sucks big time … (@.@")/

Okie Okie…People… Dun say I mushy k… I dunno why this thoughts and feelin jus flow naturally out my mind and finger jus type them unintentionally… Guess this is what people call madly in love and I have really found the right one to settle down and get marry and hold each other hand walking by the beach in year 2050!!!

Goodnite Bebe… Goodnite People… \(’O')/

My Ezlink Card (”. )/

People are askin me what Ezlink Card I am referrin to? Hehe… There you go… My limited Edition David Beckham Ezlink Card…

Stupid me earn a red tee in return~

Hmmm, I am leaving for Malacca to have a short break… BUT… didnt manage to meet up with Bebe the nite before… It’s really strange! The I miss you feelin shld have long been gone since we see each other so often and do most of the things together, but I still have the I miss you feelin even if we didnt see each other for 1 hour! Haha, mushy and disgusting rite (=P) BUT i am serious! Sometime this feelin suck big time…

BUT anyway, I was suppose to leave for Malacca at 10am, I jus can’t sleep the nite before… Didnt get to see my bebe, didnt have a nice conversation tat is y i guess i cldnt sleep! So i wake up early in the morning Six oclock, made some sandwiches and grab a pkt of Oat Milk, dress up and head to Newton Station where Bebe will drop off to go to work. Reach there an hr earlier the usual time Bebe will reach hoping to give Bebe a surprise! But still afraid if Bebe will have appointment with client or decide to alight at another station, I message something realli stupid which i guess i spoilt the surprise i shld gave… Told Bebe i drop my limited edition David Beckham Ezlink card at Newton MRT and the station control called and ask me to go collect. I told Bebe i was headin off to Malacca so ask Bebe to collect on behalf… Jus to make sure Bebe get off at Newton… Haha stupid me rite…

So i waited for abt 5 buses and finally cute Bebe alighted from the bus with tat haven wake up look… Yawn yawn… Saw me sitting there, no expression then walk towards me, say hi, i pass over the breakfast and thats all… Then Bebe pass over a nice red Water Sport Lover tee… For you! Wow, wat I nice tee tat was… After seein Bebe off for work, grab the tee tight in my hand, head home and change and put on the nice tee… Set off to Malacca!!! Yeah… Thanx a million Bebe… For the Tee and for everything u done for me!

Silly Stupid LioN (=’o')/

Hmmm, few days back, I nearly made a decision that I will regret for life… Ending my relationship,letting my Bebe go… My PRECIOUS BEBE (",)/ … Lucky I turn back… I just can’t live without you… I am so sorry to make u cried so much that nite… My Heart is aching hard… Darn hard… (-_-,) U are olreadi part of my life, part of me… How can I be so silly to quarrel over something so stupid… It will not happen again Bebe, I promise… TRUST will always be there and we will carry on with our plan and help each other along the way…

Minus the quarrel, ignoring the 2nd half of the nite, time spent during the 1st half of the nite will always be in my heart… The nice Cable car ride and the other ride we took that nearly make me pee on my pants…It will be memories, nice sweet memories BB will never forget!!! Luv u Bebe…