内心的话

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

请你听听我的真心话
你是否了解我内心矛盾的对话
你板着脸孔不屑的对着我看
我的视线没有能勇气
只好面对冷冰冰的地板
这就是你这就是我我们之间的互动
何时开始慢慢加以冷藏加以冷冻
我好想逃我好想躲进一个洞
我需要真正了解我的人为我进行解救
这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖

你曾经说过当我站在十字路口
只要有你在我不会经历漫长的夜去等待
现在十字路口只有我独自站
没有对象寻找答案只好自我反叛
看我其实没那么好战
我也希望说话可以婉转不让你心烦
对你开口好难我想要无话不谈
我好想回到过去看你微笑摸摸我的头

这就是我的内心请你仔细的剖

翻着我们的照片… 哭泣了

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走
请你记得我
如果难过
请你忘了我

Why do things always have to end up this way?

Izzit true that beautiful things don’t last? Good things and happi time always come to an end? Good guy in the movie always die first, Happily everafter only occurred in Fairytales? WHY? WHY?

Woke up early in the morning and found myself sleepin on a wet pillow… Guess i had nitemare last nite? I think i did…

Hmmmm, it got me start thinkin why do things always happen and end up the way u dun want it to be? All u wann is to help and be a peace maker. In the end, screw up the whole issue and instead of peace u brought them war… (-_-")/

All i wann is jus tryin to be fair to everyone, in the end i became the so called "bad guy"… and people start to give me face in all kinds of colour.

All i wann is to be a nice guy… but why people climb over me and created a big mess asking me to clear it?

All i wann is jus a few close friends, a batch of caring pal, 2-3 shoulder rubbing buddies. I am contented… But why sometime ppl jus wann more, more and more… and u have problems managin and sharing time with them?

All i wann is to be in the TOP 3 or even the TOP 5… But i am far way back behind… Work, Bosses, Friends, Family, Money, Ego, New Friends, Last min drinking session, appointments, catching up session and…….\(-.- )/

All i wann is jus simple life, simple us, spending time together, sharing problems, be there for each other, a sweet gdnite kiss, pullin blankets for u, goin to work together, doin housework together…… Smiling n stayin happi everyday… BUT… its difficult… Blame Spore for being so small and boring… Blame the stupid habit of movie and dining.

EVERYTHING, ALL THINGS always end up with Blaming, disappointment, scolding, stress, dispute, pushing of blame, pointing finger, reasons, excuses, unhappiness, sadness then SORRI… WHY? Why always such ending??? (_".)/

NOW… i know wat i wann… i wann to be independent, i wann to be myself and me… i wann to treat myself better not other first… i wann to bring peace to my life not others’… i wann to rank myself #1, 2,3 all the way to 100…

There was a sayin… Dun trust anyone but urself, dun live ur life becoz of other but live for urself… (’O')/ I am goin to archieve all my wann… The way i wann… Stayin off others’ patch of field and jus concentrating on my own.

Huaiti~ Tats the way

Limit your Interest in the PAST…

We are all curious abt our partner’s past. We want to know abt all their previous relationships, and especially those significant ones. But too much attention to this subject is dangerous. It breeds worry, comparisions and ultimately conflict. We are not in competition with past partners - and they wun be a part of our relationship! Unless our own feeling of jeolousy or worry let them in. There is nothing we can do or say that will change history of our partner, but by not harping on that history, we can make our furture relationship stronger and sweeter!!! (" ,)/ F*** the stupid foundation issue!