Why do things always have to end up this way?

Izzit true that beautiful things don’t last? Good things and happi time always come to an end? Good guy in the movie always die first, Happily everafter only occurred in Fairytales? WHY? WHY?

Woke up early in the morning and found myself sleepin on a wet pillow… Guess i had nitemare last nite? I think i did…

Hmmmm, it got me start thinkin why do things always happen and end up the way u dun want it to be? All u wann is to help and be a peace maker. In the end, screw up the whole issue and instead of peace u brought them war… (-_-")/

All i wann is jus tryin to be fair to everyone, in the end i became the so called "bad guy"… and people start to give me face in all kinds of colour.

All i wann is to be a nice guy… but why people climb over me and created a big mess asking me to clear it?

All i wann is jus a few close friends, a batch of caring pal, 2-3 shoulder rubbing buddies. I am contented… But why sometime ppl jus wann more, more and more… and u have problems managin and sharing time with them?

All i wann is to be in the TOP 3 or even the TOP 5… But i am far way back behind… Work, Bosses, Friends, Family, Money, Ego, New Friends, Last min drinking session, appointments, catching up session and…….\(-.- )/

All i wann is jus simple life, simple us, spending time together, sharing problems, be there for each other, a sweet gdnite kiss, pullin blankets for u, goin to work together, doin housework together…… Smiling n stayin happi everyday… BUT… its difficult… Blame Spore for being so small and boring… Blame the stupid habit of movie and dining.

EVERYTHING, ALL THINGS always end up with Blaming, disappointment, scolding, stress, dispute, pushing of blame, pointing finger, reasons, excuses, unhappiness, sadness then SORRI… WHY? Why always such ending??? (_".)/

NOW… i know wat i wann… i wann to be independent, i wann to be myself and me… i wann to treat myself better not other first… i wann to bring peace to my life not others’… i wann to rank myself #1, 2,3 all the way to 100…

There was a sayin… Dun trust anyone but urself, dun live ur life becoz of other but live for urself… (’O')/ I am goin to archieve all my wann… The way i wann… Stayin off others’ patch of field and jus concentrating on my own.