512~

My eyes are heavy and its 0007hrs… I am lying on the bed facing my lappy and accompanyin Huaiti. Seem like poor Huaiti have to stay up late… Very late! Becoz… we brought Mommy and Alvin to Vivocity for dinner follow by a short trip to Sentosa! Took the sky chair ride which nearly cause Mom to freak out and we watched the Song of The Sea performance! (“ ,)/

I realli appreciate wat Huaiti had done for me. I am realli Happy, today is one of my happiest Sunday!

512 Huaiti…

Yawn Yawn!!! Sleepy Lion flipping thru some notes… Eyes are closing and I really can’t stay up any longer! Not enough sleep for the past few days and I am down with flu and slight fever… ={

Poor Huaiti have to stay up tonite busy with work! Hmmmm… Take care alrite!

Anyway, I was given a reassurance abt our relationship!

Few nites back, I was really tense as I waited for the answer facing the dark ceiling. I am afraid of hearingà Let’s be FRIEND!  But instead of that, I heard the 3 word from Huaiti…I LOVE U… I tell myself that, that’s the answer I wann to hear and it’s enough! I will put in more effort to our Relationship and make sure we get stronger and closer everyday! Promise!

Huaiti also said that, soon we will lead a better lifestyle as compared to now and we are really working very hard towards it!

After telling Mr Gan abt my Goal in 3 years time, his words of encouragement motivated me even more!

I must be Happy, Stay Happy and good positive things will jus keep on coming… I LOVE Huaiti!!!

Jus Not Simple enough?

For the past 2 days, I suddenly felt tired and restless… I felt like I am all alone in this world, becoz everybody in this world are wearing a mask. I can’t see their face and I dunno wat they are thinking. I dunno wats is goin on ard me and I dunno who are the “Good” and who are the “Bad”.

I already dunno how to differentiate things liao… (-_-“)/ I dunno which is the correct path to walk and I hate to make decision… Everything is jus not as simple as the way I thought it shld be like!

I jus wann to be a simple, hardworking employee, working hard and save up for my future. I jus wann to be a simple next door guy everyone like… I jus wann to be a simple lover, devoted, dun mind the 2 hrs travel to work every morning as long I have my Huaiti by my side every nite…

But all these Simple thoughts end up becoming problems, worries and problems again… And I really dunno how to handle them anymore…

I have decided to let go of certain things as One can never grab hold tight to everything if his hands are full… I must learn to let go of some… And I really hope I will…