答案

云很淡

才显得天那么蓝

因为爱没有答案

才会在心中馀波荡漾

於是你终於明白

爱和拥有本无关

曾经在

交会刹那

那份感动是一生的宝藏

爱活在心上

不是时间可轻易打断

就算是交会时短

记忆会超越岁月边疆

爱活在心上

不受谁的决定改变方向

你真爱过我

这就是答案

於是你终於明白

爱和拥有本无关

曾经在交会刹那

那份感动是一生的宝藏

爱活在心上

不是时间可轻易打断

就算是交会时短

记忆会超越岁月边疆

爱活在心上

不受谁的决定改变方向

你真爱过我

这就是答案

Flooded Mind~

I was reading my own blog all the way from the first one back in 2005 May… Unbelievable tat time really flies…  and all these years lots of Happenin in my life…

Gotten a Degree… Change of Job position… Fallin in LOVEs… Change of Occupation… Laughter… Tears… Goodbye n Hello, losing and makin new friends… Travel ard the world…

My mind is like rewinding back all the way… A single nite catching up with the gang brings me back to the first time we met and started working and spending almost everyday together… Like I said, Life is unpredictable and we got to face it, everything is fated…  Gosh… so many things in my mind now…

Wonder how life will be if certain decision, certain incident took place back then and where will I be today, what I am doin now…

I am currently reading one of Richard Templar’s Rule book: The Rules Of LOVE… lots of similar incident highlighted and lots of similar action n habits (gd n bad) I see myself in, which are all mention and covered in the book… Hmmmm… Lion ah Lion…

I am a person who really cherishes LOVE and the one I love… I give 100% or shld I say 200% to the person I love (all this while, showerin my care n concern) and I am constantly seeking ways for a happily ever after ending to my story. Tats why the reading of such books every time to find flaws abt me… so I can improve myself…

Its not easy to love someone, and ppl, if u love someone, be brave n be strong go for it… becoz if u miss the chance, there is no turning back…

CALI POSTER… I WISH

Rugby League~

Went to the Rugby League over the weekend with the kids as Kael and Jaia will be playin in a few matches… Preparing to head out!

Jaia in the Sweater i bought in Milan…

Forever R n B Blade…

Cute Baylee decided to dress Chinese today…

And Big Bro Kael in his ear stud n pointed hair!

So while the kids are busy in the field, the moms are all busy setting up Stalls, Mini Garage Sale selling 2^nd hand household items, cup cakes, muffins, juicies beside the field! Even before we could sell anything, Blade and Baylee alreadi grab a plate of cup cakes each munchin and licking the icing off…

Was a rainy mornin and yet the place was crowded with Audience, Parents busy shouting their kids name, cheering and supporting them.

I was busy lookin after naughty Blade and Little Baylee while watchin the game…

Oh this is River, neighbour’s kid… cute n blur lookin ya…hehe

Was a fun Sunday anyway… round up the day with MacDonald for lunch and BBQ Dinner at Home for Dinner… Yummy~

AMS

Lion is back in Amsterdam now…. Jus met up with dearest Glenn before heading off for the trip… Been so long since we catch up… Was nice had simple Lunch, chattin over coffee n cakes… there goes a typical afternoon off…

Before I head back home, stopped by at the Supermarket to get some grocery as cookin dinner tonite… Grab a pkt of risotto, piece of nicely cut snapper fillet and a fresh pkt of rocket leaves salad… When home, marinated the fillet and went off to take a short nap. Jus before Huaiti arrived at home… whipped up the dish and there Wonderful Dinner: Italian Herb Orange Fillet with Riscotto and Salad…

Oh, anyway jus cant wait for the 18^th of July coz it will be catchin up day with my NPC Team D gang~ (‘o’)/

7th July 09 Rainy Boring Monday

I was on my way back from Perth and throughout the flight, my mind was thinking abt the News Article about Qantas Aircraft sudden plunge down resulting in injuries and damages to the pax n aircraft! Dunno why out of a sudden I felt tat life is jus so unpredictable and we never know wat will happen to us tmr or even the next min.

When I arrived back in Sin, with my feet back on the ground, I started taking out my hp and message a few ppl telling them it’s time to catch up and mit up knowing everyone is well n good. I have the sudden urge to rush home and see my love ones… And of coz all my friends… I MISS all of them…

Hmmmmm… other then the drama mention above, recently I have been heading to Aussie station very often stretching myself to the limits with minimum rest… n scarifying time with Huaiti~ but on the other hand I tell myself is gd money and I have been trying to save up for our Anniversary Trip in OCT~ But now, I dunno why I am like not so into it anymore… Maybe becoz I am the only one keen abt it from the beginning? Or maybe I have been flyin to Aussie too often that I am getting bored of it?

Actualli this period of time away n alone have put me into doin alot of thinking… Age is catchin up and I am still a nobody, far from attainin my GOAL of F.R.I.E.N.D.S Cafe~ My relationship with Huaiti… Am I a good n understandin Lover? Can Huaiti accept my family jus like acceptin me… Gettin Married, buyin house, supportin my parents and let Dad retire? Lots of things have been goin thru my mind.

Always away on weekends is another problem I am currently facin… I really need quality time with Huaiti but god is jus not on our side… Weekdays plus minus 2-3 hrs are the most we have… In between filled with bitchin and little quarrels, we left we nothing… (today on the cabby Huaiti bought me a gift, If i could choose again, I will still choose you) I remember sayin this to myself too while watch 17again~ We jus love each other so strongly but why are there silent treatment period when time is already not on our side… Why our days n life together are not like Fairytale living happily together everyday… I hated it when we have quarrels or cold war… N the feelin of breaking up still flashes across my mind sometime. Always not seein things eye to eye, issues abt habits… all this are jus tiring me out when we r already both half drained by work…

From the start, I am determine to spend the rest of my life with this person n built a family together… I guess GOD is jus testing us, pushin us to our limits…

I wished for “ ” when i go round the Suntec fountain earlier… Jus hope tat my life wld be more smooth sailing and things will work out really well in time to come…